Please Try……


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When you see me

getting upset

over stupid little things

please try to remember

the pain I carry in my body every second

of every day.

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When you hear me

slamming doors

or being unreasonable

please try to remember

how the pain makes me crazy

and want to scream.

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When you watch me

get very quiet and retreat into myself

because I can’t take any more

please try to remember

that my brain is overloaded with noise, light

but above all

the pain that never, ever, ever goes away.

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When I start to take it out on you

please try to remember

that it’s nothing personal

I am only lashing out at you

because you

are the closest target

and please know how bad I feel

after I’ve said or done something

to hurt you.

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Please try to remember

how I wish things were different

and how sorry I am that you have to

experience this hell

right along with me, just in a different way.

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Please try to remember

how much I love you

and need you.

Without you, I could never make it

through another day.

Please try to remember

that no matter what happens

you have made my life worth living

and I thank you

for your patience, your kindness,

your understanding

and your compassion.

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You are the one shining light

the constant, steady place

where I can run to

for solace and strength.

You will never know how thankful

I am that you came

into my life

and how very much you mean to me.

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(this poem is the intellectual property of The Nocturnal Laundress ~ Julie Nichols © 2013)

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About teeks55

I'm a sleep deprived antique dealer with fibromyalgia, osteoarthritis, diabetes & more. Love hubby, cats, books & humor! Avid tea drinker. Poker player. Pain fighter.
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25 Responses to Please Try……

  1. dawnhosking says:

    I could feel the raw emotion and resonate with it completely; a stunning piece of writing.

  2. dawnhosking says:

    Reblogged this on dawnyhosking and commented:
    This says it all so well and is a treat to read….

  3. marcus says:

    Raw emotion. Expressed so vividly. Lovely.

  4. Yes so well written and so full of emotion. A true insight into the terrible impact pain can have on everyone.

  5. tjgypsyhippie says:

    Reblogged this on Peace. Purpose. Pondering. and commented:
    Beautiful

  6. Megan S says:

    Amazing! It certainly resonates with me.

  7. tlohuis says:

    Beautifully written, girl! I couldn’t have said it better myself. Hope you don’t mind, I’m going to reblog this at tlohuis. 🙂

  8. tlohuis says:

    Reblogged this on Walk with me on my journey of illness to the road of happiness and a life of fulfillment and commented:
    Beautifully written by my dear friend Julie. I couldn’t have said this better.

  9. Yes, it is beautifully written, from a spirit who has been very deep inside. Thank you for a lovely share. Namaste

  10. ladymigraine says:

    I agree with everyone here. I wish I had written it, but will instead try to recreate it vocally tomorrow, for my husband. He hates the retreating the most.

  11. Michelle says:

    very resonating well written. I am reblogging. Thank you.

  12. Michelle says:

    Reblogged this on Fibro… Dealing and coping through laughter and tears and commented:
    Those of us who have to deal with chronic pain, often treat the closest to us badly – when they are trying to help. This poem by Julie is great for those people who have to deal with us.

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