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Coming Back To Writing ~ Catching Up

I’ve been away from here for about a year. Things were just too intense to think about writing. But I’m going to give it another try. I think writing might be therapeutic and give me an outlet for all my … Continue reading

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Either He Will Or He Won’t…..

I’ve been away from here for awhile.  A lot has happened since I was last here.  Our house got severe water damage due to a ice dam build up on the roof in a few places, which resulted in a … Continue reading

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How Can It Be?

How can this body contain such incredible agony and how can I keep from crying out loud when it hits me so hard… The stunning agony the intensity and the flames of fire consume me whole, body and soul. ********************************** … Continue reading

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The Monster Within….

Today…. Today, when I opened my eyes, you were there to greet me. You were creeping slowly through my tissue, my sinews, my bones. As I opened my eyes to another day, you were there to greet me with your … Continue reading

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Once Again, The Meds I Need The Most I Can’t Take

Well, guess what. That wonder drug that the new doc put me on 3 days ago is RAISING MY BLOOD PRESSURE. I just read tonight that prednisone can also raise blood pressure…..just like every single NSAID on the face of … Continue reading

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Storm Before Dawn…..

It’s approaching dawn, but it’s still the black dark of night outside. I am sitting here in my recliner, listening to the rain hit the windows. I hear the thunder rumbling. We have not had rain for weeks here in … Continue reading

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